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SILENCE! I KILL YOU!

FUNNY!!

and i thought it was absolutely fantastic, to have an off day without calls from the office.

turns out, everything’s too good to be true.

i walked into office with my lovely teh-peng,
only to see i stack of paper/files on my desk, each labelled with my name.
and at the side of the com screen, was a file insert, with my name, and a stack of unpaid invoices, the email inbox, has 6 emails addressed in my name. WTF NOT?

i cant calm down despite Samsara/chanting songs blasting at the moment.
so, please bear with this outlash of….

BELGIAN BOSS: SERIOUSLY. you need to get a life. you are on the com at least 20hrs a day, monitoring sales. PLEASE LOR. go! get a gf! get married!

CAI-CHAP lover: tolong lah! you want to get half a ream of paper put in an old envelope, you can ask the stooges to take for you ma, or actually, you can do it yourself!! wow! but you have to send me an email, just to tell me that!

white pasty one: STOP calling me on my OFF DAYS just to BITCH to me abt the CAI-CHAP lover! you kaopeh to me also no use! STOP acting ke-lian. TRY to wake up on time and go to work, that will be a great start.

2 stooges: pls lah. buck up or wake up or something. leaving me your work, is simply ridiculous. giving customer wrong info, then making it MY PROB is even more ridiculous.

1 head-mother-of-all-stooges: u are in the same position as me. STOP creating work/problems for me with your beautiful comments.

I have started applying for jobs. going to be last straw soon.

hope all the Gods can bless me, so tt i can have a peaceful day at work.

I’ve been sitting here staring at the clock on the wall
And I’ve been laying here praying, praying she won’t call
It’s just another call from home
And you’ll get it and be gone
And I’ll be crying

And I’ll be begging you, baby
Beg you not to leave
But I’ll be left here waiting
With my Heart on my sleeve
Oh, for the next time we’ll be here
Seems like a million years
And I think I’m dying

What do I have to do to make you see
She can’t love you like me

Why don’t you stay
I’m down on my knees
I’m so tired of being lonely
Don’t I give you what you need
When she calls you to go
There is one thing you should know
We don’t have to live this way
Baby, why don’t you stay

You keep telling me, baby
There will come a time
When you will leave her arms
And forever be in mine
But I don’t think that’s the truth
And I don’t like being used and I’m tired of waiting
It’s too much pain to have to bear
To love a man you have to share

Why don’t you stay
I’m down on my knees
I’m so tired of being lonely
Don’t I give you what you need
When she calls you to go
There is one thing you should know
We don’t have to live this way
Baby, why don’t you stay

I can’t take it any longer
But my will is getting stronger
And I think I know just what I have to do
I can’t waste another minute
After all that I’ve put in it
I’ve given you my best
Why does she get the best of you
So next time you find you wanna leave her bed for mine

Why don’t you stay
I’m up off my knees
I’m so tired of being lonely
You can’t give me what I need
When she begs you not to go
There is one thing you should know
I don’t have to live this way
Baby, why don’t you stay, yeah

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happened to hear this song on tv! nice!!

i’m loving my morning routine!

my boss has incorporated the “room fragrance” thing.

every morning, i arrive early as usual,
but aft changing, i on the music, usually samsara or the chant of metta.
then i slowly make my way around the studio. lighting candles, changing/pouring water, putting the room fragrance.

then i light the candles at the altar, say a short prayer, and settle down into my spoilt creaking chair.

it seriously calms my mind and prepares me for the ‘war’ at work. practically zenned out. haha.
ok now! back to work!!